I have no idea what to title this so I will just call it.... monkeys. AloneandCold: I feel annoying, not annoyed, annoying. I'm having a I want to hide under a rock type day. No particular reason why. I simultaneously feel like talking to friends and feel like I would just be forcing myself on them and they will just want me to go away. I could just blame my ex for the mood, he is a convenient scapegoat since he is home. It wouldn't be very honest though. Heck I don't know, maybe I just need therapy to deal with my self subjective views on others acceptance of me. Maybe I really just am annoying. Can you ever really recover from a abusive childhood and an abusive (sort of?) marriage to a point where you can feel like others really do want you around? I hate my own head-space some days.
Bug - the emotionally confused crocodile
Re: I have no idea what to title this so I will just call it.... monkeys. WhiskeyGirl: [IMG"> http://tinypic.com/f4r7r8.jpg">
I'd stick around but your starting to annoy me!! BAH!!! I'm totally kidding ;)
Hope you feel better :)
Re: I have no idea what to title this so I will just call it.... monkeys. in_search_of: *HUGS*
I think that a good therapist might be able to do a lot for you. But you have to know that none of your friends will ever feel like you are forcing yourself on them. And if you are around someone that feels that way about you, then they were not really your friend to start with!
Sometimes the best thing to do is to walk away from your headspace, clear your mind, and tell yourself what you know is true, whether or not your head believes it!
Re: I have no idea what to title this so I will just call it.... monkeys. sheydp: Honey - you KNOW you are never forcing yourself on me! Heck - I can't get you over to me fast enough! You can talk to me ANYTIME... Not phone or online chat much at work - but you have my work email. I have had restless days like that... Take a walk, I will talk to you when I get off work, ok? You know your friends always want to hear from you - down or up, we are always here! (((((((HUGS))))))))
Shey
Re: I have no idea what to title this so I will just call it.... monkeys. alonewith2: Hope your feeling better, Bug! Or is it crocodile, or llama, or monkey.......
I'm so confused!!! ;D
