Re: sent him an e-mail starzluv: i hope soomething good happens soon. well i can't say it's all bad, the job i got pays desent ($11 an hour) not bad for a first job and having no expirience. and it's not all that hard. the hardest part of the whole job is desiding which box an item fits in. and we go in at 9:30 have a break at about 11 lunch at 1:30 break at 4 and off no later then 6 and the way i look at it when i get there, is oh 2 hours till break time goes fast get break, oh 2 hours till lunch that goes by fast oh 2 hours till break goes by fast and the yeah i get to go home in 2 hours. it never seems like i'm there that long with this thinking. if i went in and said oh 8 hours till i'm off, the time would go soo slow. now it's just time to move on. just not sure if i can, or how to go about doing it.
Re: sent him an e-mail starzluv: well, he called me at 3am and asked what i wanted, i asked if he read the e-mail he said he did, but he never answered any of the questions i asked. the main one being does he really want a divorce? he wouldn't even talk about it. he's comming back over after work today to give me back my car and i am going to try to find out. if he does then fine i will file just to get it over. i can't keep hoping he will come home. he either has to come home and we need to work on us, or i have to file. this limbo is killing me. now the hard part is going to be having the strength to actually bring it up, and not crying while trying to talk to him. 4 and a half hours to go till he gets here. i hope i can do this.
