Someone come put me out of my pain Falcon554: Why does it seem she wants to hurt me? she called to talk to my daughter this moring, so they get done and I start talking to her and then she tells me that my son (19) was waiting up to meet her BF at the house. I just broke down. Why does it seem she wants to destroy any manhood I have left?
She did call and say she was soooooo sorry but hell the damage was done, someoen please come shoot me in the fucking head.
Re: Someone come put me out of my pain KdUb: Nope, I'm not goona shoot ya but I will console you bro. I can only imagine how that would hurt but you know already that no matter how much you love her, she's not worth it. She doesn't DESERVE you. The sooner you and I move on, the better life will be. I know it's hard w/ kids and all but I think you and I should hit the bars and just find some women to take our pain away....at least for a couple hours anyway. LOL! CHIN UP BUDDY! We got you!
Re: Someone come put me out of my pain Falcon554: [quote author=KdUb link=topic=21548.msg201557#msg201557 date=1131823335">
Nope, I'm not goona shoot ya but I will console you bro. I can only imagine how that would hurt but you know already that no matter how much you love her, she's not worth it. She doesn't DESERVE you. The sooner you and I move on, the better life will be. I know it's hard w/ kids and all but I think you and I should hit the bars and just find some women to take our pain away....at least for a couple hours anyway. LOL! CHIN UP BUDDY! We got you!
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LOL yea really I do need to get laid by someone other then her!!! i just dont understand why she wants to destroy me. I ask her that and she said im not tying to im just stupid and say stupid things and im sooooo sorry.
I told her today im not just some fucking guy, I was her lover, friend, and husband for over 20 years and this is the way you treat me? She said I know you just not some guy, and im sorry. Sorry seems so sallow now.
I just want to run away, if I did not have my daughter I would of by now.
She held me today and let me cry on her shoulder, OMFG she is 8 years old!!
Re: Someone come put me out of my pain KdUb: That's so cool that you have a bond like that with your daughter tho. Man, I only wish. I am glad and sad that we didn't have kids. I would hate to put them through this crap but I love kids and she didn't - that was part of our issues anyway. Stay close to her (I already know you will) and don't run away man. She (daughter) obviously loves and cares about you deeply to let you cry on her shoulder. Wow, I can't tell you how awesome that sounds to have a relationship like that. She'll remember you opening yourself up to her like that FOREVER! I know a lot of women who have NEVER seen their fathers cry....EVER!
Keegan
Re: Someone come put me out of my pain hardened_heart1970: hello.
why does she keep doing it? because she knows, that your wound is still very much OPEN. she is pouring salt into it. mine did, does the same thing, but as childish as these things are, it makes it easier to get over them, or atleast quit thinking about them..........
when your down, DO NOT SHOW HER. hold your head high, and be as unemotional about it as possible. tell her, i dont need to know anything, other than what effects the kids directly..
as soon as she gets off the phone, cry, beat your head against the wall, or sing loudly, but dont show her. shell keep pouring salt in the wounds.
it will get better.........
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