Done (copy) techick: Argh, I guess i should have posted this here, so here it is:
I am so done with people, i just really am!
Now my XBF is saying he's going to help my XH with custody and WHY? Because he's a mean, lying SOB! I dont know if he really will help my XH, but he's threatening and he called me an @sshole and now he won't talk to me and I need to babysit the pc in case he wants to vent some more because I go to court on the 21st and can't afford to have him joiing up with my XH.......how in the H*LL did my life get to this?
I trusted and got screwed by my XH, my XBF and my mother this yr....and it has to be MY fault, I just trusted when I really shouldn't have. Now I need to get myself outta this mess...............yeah I really, REALLY don't think I am ever going to be able to even trust a freind after this one......d@mn it! Hell those three weren't the only ones, I got nailed by all this yr and to be truthful it was because I picked and stood by this guy that's my XBF, so it really is my fault!
Just trying not to do anything stupid today, because gob knows i WANT to..........
Re: Done (copy) alonewith2: I'm sending you a PM!
*HUGS*
Re: Done (copy) lonelywithouthim: I replied to your other copy!
Re: Done (copy) techick: Thanks guys:) Eerrrr, "gals", lol:D
Re: Done (copy) techick: God a whole, fresh new day of SH!T!!!!
I feel lke I am just drowning here, not only do I have my XH and his bimbo going at me, but my mother and BF/XBF!!!! Everyone is hitting me as hard as they can AND I just found something that may make my XH win the case up here and even though we have a case in FL soon, I jsut can't take all this anymore and I don't even have someone to get a hug from or a freindly smile, it's ME in this house, all alone and terrified out of my mind!!!
ARGH!!!!
I just can't take all this anymore, I really, really can't!!!
I mean I could take the XH And his witch, BUT everyone else???
This is exactly WHY I can't ever trust another person!!! It's not a conscious decisioin, just a fact, I can't MAKE myself trust a person again!
I just can't do this anymore and I have to, I really have no choice but to go on and to see this through and to try and build the best out of what the outcome is, but I am TERRIIFIED that i am going to melt down totally in the meantime and screw everything up and have nothing to build on again.......
God, I jsut can't even talk about this today!!!
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