Re: starting new contact monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday... versions...... hardened_heart1970: random.......
you should go see the kids, it will keep your mind off him. you need to be strong...
are you 1000% sure, that you would want him back, or are you scared at a life without him?
goose has spoken..
Re: starting new contact monday version...... manda: Yeah, it would probably be good. I am a homebody and I always have trouble being away from home, but I should go.
I'm not all that sure about wanting him back or not; I think I do (and not that it matters since he doesn't want to come back now, maybe later).
But then again, he isn't that bad and I keep reading on here about people much worse. And we've been married almost 16 years, and what a waste, and it isn't supposed to be perfect, and ...
How pathetic all that sounds, and yet it's all true to me.
Re: starting new contact monday version...... hardened_heart1970: i think, that you could use the time to figure out what you really want.
it doesnt really matter what we all think. you need to go the way your heart throws you, but also at the same time, we hope that you dont suffer any more than you have too, or get false hopes up.......
just be careful. but make sure this is what you really want, and then go for it. but make sure to get no false hopes up...
your doing gooder.......lol
Re: TUESDAY and I'm doing "gooder"--goose's word, not mine manda: [quote author=goose tape man link=topic=21597.msg202435#msg202435 date=1132056299"> your doing gooder.......lol
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Yeah, I'm doing even more "gooder" today than yesterday. He sent an email (since I won't answer the phone) and asked about my son's eye. I replied only with what the doctor said and didn't elaborate or do any small talk... and hit send. He sent another one back but since I have nothing to add, I will not reply to it.
Ugghhh, I feel yucky though.
(I was lucky that the doctor had samples to give me for his eye too, because I am going to run out of money this month!--Oh, get this, he can't come get him to eat tomorrow as planned because he doesn't have any money. Idiot! How does he think we feed children when we can't go OUT TO EAT? He is living with his dad, can't he go into the kitchen and fix a bowl of soup and a sandwich for the child? Oh well. Write this down in case he thinks he can have custody later--he wouldn't want it, actually, but just in case...)
Re: tuesdays.. cheese and whine.....lol...... hardened_heart1970: hey. your my bestest stewdint. yew are on the rite path ov no kontact.
yew reliy must keep thiz up, in order to show him that yew meen buzinezz.
werr all veri proud ov yew. yew git an Aaaaa..... fer the daaay....
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