To my husband: MsHippie: I remember the first night I knew we'd be something serious, something special. We stayed up all night long on my parents deck looking at stars and talking about life. I mentioned I was getting chilly and you smiled and ran inside and came back with an afghan and put it around my shoulders. I hoped you would kiss me, but you didn't. You made me wait a few days for that first kiss, and it was worth it. It was spectacular. I remember us in the beginning, never wanting to spend a second apart, making love 3 times a day, revelling in the perfection of our newfound love.
Today I came to pick up our kids and almost broke down in front of your roommate and his girlfriend. You came back to the bathroom to see what I was doing back there and turned around and walked back out when you saw my tears. You did not even attempt to comfort me, 6 months pregnant and sobbing in your bathroom. I composed myself and left. Did you know that every night for the past 3 weeks I have to force myself to go bed because I know that when I lay my head down everything just consumes me and floods into my head and I cry myself to sleep pathetically, every damn night....
The baby is really bouncing around now, doing somersaults inside of me just like the others did. Except now I don't have anyone to talk to him through my tummy and wrap an arm around my belly at night. Don't you know how much you're hurting me? Don't you care at all anymore? You used to care so much. And I just wonder what the "you" from 5 years ago would think about the "you" today.
I think he'd kick your ass.
Love,
Your Wife
MsHippie... Bree: I'm so sorry for you. I know how you feel. My husband walked out on me @ 7 1/2 months pregnant -out of the blue, felt like being hit by a bus! We are now trying to work it out, but I don't know that I can get over the betrayal. I've never felt that much pain in my life. I know you are hurting, feel free to vent to me anytime.
Re: To my husband: mrlament: wow! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
