Almost Done... Zephix: So we jsut had court, and we should be divorced in less then a month. I know that this is what is for the best, and it is the right thing to do, but if that is all so true, why do I feel so wrong.
A new chapter in my life is about to begin, and man, I am going to need to find a bunch of drinking buddies. Lol. Idk what I am going to do or what is going to happen. I guess I want someone to just be a friend and come over and watch movies with me. A Nice girl who will be there and help me threw this hard times. But I dont want to use her, I dont know what is going to happen in the future with me. I know this is for the best, but man I havent been alone since I was 14, I always have the next girl lined up. Maybe that is my problem, maybe this time I need to be alone for a while. But I hate being alone. I just need some new friends. Lol.
Anyone want to hangout and drink our stresses away?
Re: Almost Done... BONILLAK: I hear exactly where your coming from. I would be so lost without my male friend who helps occupy my time. I have many girlfriends but its different. I know I should be alone for awhile to "find myself" but I don't want to be alone. I went from being a kid living with my mother to moving in with my husband and the age of 16. I want a relationship, I want the family life again but I know I shouldn't. Hang in there we will be ok.
Re: Almost Done... hardened_heart1970: yes you are correct.
spend time being comfortable with you, then next time, you will have a better feeling. its not so bad being alone, and drinking should be left for days that end in Y...........
GOOD LUCK
Re: Almost Done... minneapolis: I know what you mean, Zephix. I too know this is all for the best but it sure doesn't feel that way. And while there are times when I'm okay being alone, there are also a whole lot of other times when I wish I just had someone to do something with. Even when you're doing nothing it's better to nothing with someone.
I'll join you for that drink any time.
Re: Almost Done... Zephix: Thanks for the support guys, well at least I love my job and that helps kill the time. The hardest thing now is starting my whole life over. All my plans and lifestyle went into being a familyman, and now it is just me. Idk what these next few months bring, but it should be interesting. I have TONS to do, have to start from strahch, getting a new car, new apt, new life, and it is going to be hard. I hope things get better before they get worse.
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