He has to make it so damn difficult nic1025: I've tried to step out gracefully. I really have. He cheated, he got her pregnant, he lied to me. And yet somehow he blames me for leaving? He calls me and asks where I am, none of your damn buisness. Who are you with? None of your damn buisness. Are you going to be home sometime this weekend? None of your damn buissness, I'm moving out get it through your head. Then he starts in about money. He's using it trying to control me, he's so nasty and he can't stand that I'm not letting it eat me up inside. It kills him. Are you okay? I'm great, as a matter of fact this is the happiest I've been in a really long time. He says well isn't that nice you've just moved on. No I haven't moved on you stupid asshole but I'll be damned if I let you take another second of my happiness or life. I wish I had the courage to say that to him, but I don't. The more conversations we have, the nastier I get. The nastier I get, the more angry I get. It's this circle and I'm trapped. I don't want to let him take anymore of my happiness, I refuse to. God he pushes me. He plays on my fear about money and bills. I just have to believe that I can take care of me and that he's just not worth it. I'm trying so hard to be strong, but I feel like he's weighing on my humanity a little at a time. I just don't want to lose grip on my breath. *sigh* :'(
Re: He has to make it so damn difficult jadedangel: [color=navy"> Bravo!!
He has absolutely no right to your emotion -- your thoughts or your schedule anymore. The jerk cheated on YOU. You know damn well it ain't your fault and I am glad you aren't giving up an inch! I wish I could be so strong. You are an inspiration!
If you are hurting .. type it out here if you have no one else to tell. Do not let him break you! It is killing him that you aren't lingering on his every move and that has got to be one of the best feelings -- revenge of sort. Stay strong -- he wants you to break .. he wants you to roll down and die and he wants to break your humanity. Do not give it to him! You hold strong to your path .. no matter what he does.
I have no question you hurt -- you have been betrayed .. you have been completely disregarded the instant he got another woman pregnant. But -- never let him see it. Yeah .. that is my new motto -- so maybe you can be my inspiration.
Good luck .. [/color">
Re: He has to make it so damn difficult lost enigma: Mariah Carey "Shake if Off"
Just shake him off hun, he is no good.
He wants his cake ...u know the reat, i blanked ;)
Re: He has to make it so damn difficult lilly10: This man is trying to manipulate and control you! Nic dont let him take anymore of your happiness you dont deserve this. Ok so he gets some OW pregant and then is upset because he feels you moved on?? What does he want you to do?
Stay strong Nic you are doing great. This is rough water for all of us but the stronger we are the more incontrol we are of our own future!!
Re: He has to make it so damn difficult nic1025: Thanks everyone for listening and helping out. I appreciate it so much. I was talking to a really good person on here the other day and he told me just to take it one day at a time. And if I couldn't do that, one hour at a time, or one minute at a time. It really makes me feel stronger keeping that frame of mind and then in those weak moments I can come here. You're all so amazing, thanks so much.
Nic
Click More for the next page.
