Re: at my lowest Horseface: I did the same thing except I was the one that had to leave. Completely different circumstances but the pain is the same. It has been 5 months for me now and I am finally going to sleep without Nighttime PM. That is an amazing accomplishment for me!
It will get better just do everyday one day at a time. Everyday finished is one day closer to be past this. its HARD HARD HARD HARD! There is no other way to describe it but just get up and do it.
Rely on your friends and family. I did. All of our friends shut me out becuase from what they see, I am the one that left. However, they do not understand that for 25 years she has wanted me to leave her alone. I finally got tired of being alone together, so I left. Tough but I'm doing better.
Hang in there and stick with the forums. It does help! Everyone here has been through something like it.
Re: at my lowest CloudyandRainy: Eeyore,
Maybe you could join a divorce support group? They are free at most loca churches, and you have people there who won't be angry with you being depressed.
My heart goes out to you, keep us posted on how you are doing.
