Re: i cant take it anymore MsHippie: mboyd, I would have replied earlier if I had been home.
I know what you are feeling. Of course, everyone here has a unique situation but I KNOW those dark, hopeless emotions that are... well, tempting. I know you have children mboyd. And I know you are not able to see your children often right now but try, TRY to think about the liftime ahead of you, and them, and all that you will miss out on if you're not here. EVEN IF your heartless ex makes it difficult for you to spend time with them, you can make the time you DO have precious and wonderful. And as those children grow they WILL know they have a loving father and eventually, they will be able to decide on their own that they ARE going to spend time with their Dad. And one day they will be grown and have babies of their own and you will get to be a Grandpa.... these are the thoughts that have kept me going. I am lucky in that I do have my children. And I DON'T keep them from my ex even though I'm angry right now. He takes them every weekend. I am so sorry you are in so much pain. But think about the future you could have.... Please post again. I am going to say a prayer for you.
Re: i cant take it anymore jadedangel: [color=navy"> Yeah ... I am another who knows a lil too closely the statement ... and genuinelly know you probably mean it. There is nothing to ease the darkness when it surrounds you .. but, all we can do is hope that you post again. I am sorry you are hurting .. I wish I could do or say more -- but, please change your mind about this perspective. Please post and let us know things are up...
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Re: i cant take it anymore Dio: I had a girlfirend once that ran off with one of my friends. I got my car up to 100 miles per hour, one night, on a long empty highway in the hills, layed my head back, let go of the wheel, and closed my eyes.
I don't know how long I stayed that way, but when reality hit me and I opened my eyes and grabbed the wheel, I was barely going off the road.
I since got over her, and have been through another bad breakup (was cheated on again) and never did anything like that again.
You will get over it. You will get better. Give yourself the time you need to get better and I promise you will be okay. It's not worth depriving your children of their father and yourself of the rest of a long and potentially happy life.
Listen to what we are saying. We've all been there. Talk, vent, write a journal, smash stuff, do whatever you have to do to let it out. Just don't hurt yourself.
I wish you the best. Please let us know you are okay.
Re: i cant take it anymore lifesgood: mboyd......I know how you're feeling. I've been there before, we all have. Please try to get through today. It's hard we all know it is. I know you can't see your kid as often as you'de like, but what about the times you do get to see him. I know you want to see your kid again, you'll have many of chances. I know yoy two will have lots of fun together. You have to try to make it thru I promise you there is a light at the end of the tunnel. It's ok to hurt we all do it. But what you do now, today, this very minute will effect how you live for the rest of your life. For the sake of your child and everyone who cares for you...please please think this thru. Please post again let us know how your doing.......
May our prayers please be heard... We are thinking about you.
Re: i cant take it anymore fiona: Get on the phone right now and dial 1-800-SUICIDE. You need to talk to someone. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please listen to us here.
http://www.suicidehotlines.com/
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