Re: I wonder... husky: It's a sad xmas for me. i thought i'll be ok but it was depressing, especially when i was alone. Even when i was celebrating with my friends, i wasn't really happy.
I know all too well about hiding behind a mask. Sickening, isn't it?
Merry Xmas!
Re: I wonder... cc: [center"> I'll have a blue Christmas
without you;
I'll be so blue thinking about you.
Decorations of red
on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
you're not here with me
I'll have a blue Christmas, that's certain;
And when that blue heartache starts hurting,
You'll be doing all right
with your Christmas of white,
but I'll have a blue, blue Christmas.
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sigh sigh sigh...
Cried a little last night, that helped some...but a small part of me wants to hear from him today...
Lol gay guy huh? Yeah...I'm torn between wanting to go on Rebound and wanting to wait and heal...
Hope all of your christmas's get better
