Re: Bittersweet Christmas flyaway: [quote author=Whirlpool link=topic=23090.msg214190#msg214190 date=1135518294">
If she was being a sweet angel I would actually think I was losing something in all this right?
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That's the ticket, Whirly. I guess I feel a surge of nothingness towards my stbx too. We did not pretend for the sake of the kids this year....he was too busy having Christmas with the OW....but I know that my girls arn't dumb...they'll realize what their dad is doing someday. And if I can keep some kind of fuel for my fire going....that's what's going to get me through the coming week, while I await the return of my precious daughters. :-[
All the best to you! :)
Fly