New Vent Gabo: This is New Year. Not even 3 months after the breakup. All my feelings and thoughts have mutated but it is still not fine.
I have this gut feeling that she is going to be back. Backed up by everyone I know wich is not cool. I don't know if it is only false hope or if that happened I'll be able to forgive.
There has been some heavy mutual attraction with the X of one of my best friends (recent breakup and they still see each other as friends everyday)
Very dodgy situation, because my friend really loves this woman, the woman is confused and apparently is falling for me and worse, I am falling for her.
I am very tired of being alone. I am tired that I am not ready to date yet even though I am very attractive. And X is with OM.
Tired of thinking, tired of trying of improving myself, tired of not being happy with my life. Tired of being over sensitive and over analytical.
Tired that a lot of people tell me that I'll be OK because I am a great catch (WTF! does that have to do with being broken hearted)
I am tired of thinking of her, tired of not letting her go, and tired of her sending me weird "I will always care for you" or "hugs" New Year's messages.
Tired of hearing "you deserve better than her" advices.
Tired of being without a couple.
I just needed to vent, thank you for listening.
Re: New Vent random5: Damn... This could be my vent too. Okay im angry now too. Good vent.
