Why the ... jadedangel: [color=navy"> Hell do we ask things that we reallly don't want to know?[/color">
Re: Why the ... frontier74: Not knowing hurts nearly as bad... and lasts a lot longer.
Re: Why the ... genesplicer: Good Question...
I think every time we ask a question it makes us feel like there is still some kind of connection there. Whether or not the answer(s) to the question will help us to understand or move forward. I think most of the time the answers only hurt us more after a certain point.
Doesn't make it any easier to stop asking though.
Letting go is a slow process, none of us would be here if it were easy. Little steps... and hey, you're at a month NC now, right? That's a big step! :)
Re: Why the ... jadedangel: [color=navy"> I am so frustrated with myself. Seriously -- what the hell is wrong with me? It's something I try to explain to so many other people ... and I know damn well there is nothing wrong with them -- but for myself I can't even start to believe that right now. This has gone on wayy to long. I thought I was really doing better -- was I completely full of crap? I mean seriously .... so now I have been home for 2 and half hours -- smoked a half a pack of cigarettes and drank most the bottle of Captain Morgan someone so generously left for me .. um -- this is last years bullshit. I have a huge test coming up .. will I study -- no. I have cases for tomorrow .. will I look them up -- no. I feel like I have stepped back into the past and I hate it here. So why the hell am I back where I began --- again. The rollercoaster? I am so f'n sick of it.
Yeah ... I am down to 0 again.[/color">
Re: Why the ... Peaceandquiet: POSY I was wondering where you have been today. Well I'll tell ya what sitting there trying to find the bottom of that bottle is not gonna help ya get off the ground. Trust me I tried it, it only seemed to make me keep finding the floor. Your just having a set back, that's all. Don't think of it as a long term thing. Go through the funk and get yourself back out. Don't make me start with the blah blah blah's again. You are alot stronger than this, so pick yourself up, dust yourself off and lets get going again. Come on.
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