Broken Hearted...and still healing lepoissonj: :'(
I really don't even know where to start...what to say? All i know...is that the past year has been so depressing and sad for me. For a while there...I had lost all hope of ever thinking that I would live a happy life. Would I ever meet someone new? Would someone finally love me for me? Treat me like a human being and not a dog? Why is it that he can move on so fast and act like what we had was nothing? Yet I sit here and cry? No, I haven't met anyone yet...but there is the hope of someone. I'm starting to feel better, I've lost 20 lbs! I can fit in some old jeans again...still...I have about 20 more to go...lol but I'm close. I'm starting to love myself again. I am surrounding myself with positive friends...and just trying to move on with my life..and so far it seems to be working. However, I do have my bad days but I also have my good days.
However, before I can move on completely I must say a few things to you...
I forgive you...
for never taking up for me...
for always telling me I was fat...
for never telling me I was pretty...
for telling me you married me because you were on prozac...
for leaving me for a blonde....
for moving her into my house....
for telling me you never really loved me...[color=pink"> [/color">
for taking away my dogs....
for having your mother try to kick me out of our house after I got home from work instead of you telling me to my face..........
for calling me stupid everyday....
for talking to me like a dog....
for making me bitter...
for making me hate men lol....
for never really caring about me the way I deserved...
for lieing....
for being an asshole....
for never believing in my dreams...
for telling me if I left you I would never find anyone...because no one would ever want me...
for breaking the promise you made to me on our wedding day that "come what may you would love me until your dying day".....
And last but not least....
I forgive you for breaking my heart....
Re: Broken Hearted...and still healing JNA: Glad to see you are on the right path...
As for him well always remember "What goes around...Comes around"...
That "Blonde" might dump him right on his...
Sorry was cruel and said the things he did
Sometimes the people we meet turn into someone totally different than we thought they were...
I learned that first hand
Rest assured someone will come along and make you forget all about him and the way he treated you...
Just keep moving forward one day at a time and you will get there
What doesn't kill you will only make you "Stronger"...
Stay Strong
JNA
Re: Broken Hearted...and still healing snkpack5: Your ex and my ex should get together sometimes. They have loads in common.
Re: Broken Hearted...and still healing hurtnlost: I ditto what snkpack5 says!!!
