bloody adjustment Mooneyes: I'm in a new place with my dog. He attacked a cat today, and then he got scratched. There was a commotion. Now my white pants are covered in blood. I'm embarassed, the dog got hurt, although he doesn't seem upset. I keep thinking about how my ex would be yelling at me about all this. About the dog getting hurt, about the dog running off, about me not taking proper care of him.
I have to watch my dog all the time right now. We are taking refuge at a friend's house. I feel like i've lost my autonomy. I feel like I have no privacy. I keep looking back at my old life. and i'm not quite into a new life. I don't know what is happening. I feel out of sorts.
Re: bloody adjustment genesplicer: Hey Moon -
Sorry to hear that things are getting off to a rocky start at the new place. Glad to hear that everyone came out of it relatively unscathed, well 'cept for your pants. ;)
This is a pretty huge change for you, relocating, moving in with friends, and everything else that comes with it, you'll find your feet and settle in. It will probably take a little bit before it starts feeling comfortable.
Hang in there though, there are better things waiting for you down there in TX I'm sure! :)