I just wish I was dead trying to cope in Ky: Anyone out there feel like that? My ex is driving me nuts or wait better yet maybe I am just doing it to myself. I cant get my mind off of him. Went to chuch with me last nite and then went to a neighbors house with another neighbor that he seems to like and from what I know they all got drunk. When we left church it was snowing pretty bad and I was like 30 min from home and he never once called to see if me and the kids got home. When I got home I tried calling him to tell him we were safe and he ignored me the first time then answered the second time. Said he would call me later but never did. I called around midnite and he then had his phone turned off which he never does. Told me that it went dead. At 6 50 it was back on fancy that. I just wish he would disappear cuz he is playing mind games with me about alot of things. If you have read any of my other writings then you might understand what I am saying. If anyone would like to read my blog I have started here is the web http://lostnfound.blogstream.com/
I hope some of you will better understand where I am coming from.
Frazzeled Kentuckian
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Re: I just wish I was dead snkpack5: I didn't really know what advice to offer, but I felt I had to send a little support your way since you're feeling so low.
Please don't take any drastic measures. I too was hoping for death when my ex left cause I was in so much pain I didn't want to carry on. But I love my life now and I'm so glad I wasn't stupid enough to end it all for a man who would not have appreciated my pain for what it was.
Things can only get better.
pm me if you need to talk
Re: I just wish I was dead smokin: he is so wrapped up in his lifestyle. that he doesnt care. thats what my ex ho did, and does......
remember, those kids need you, and need you to be sane. dont let him get to ya. it will pass.
let me know, ill lend an ear.......
