I never did answer my question ... jadedangel: [color=navy"> You know ... despite all of it ... I still can't make myself answer the question. It's easier to avoid it ... easier to pretend it isn't there ... easier to not care.
How did one person change my life so much? How did one person change my drive so much? How did one person ... fail me so badly --- or was it I who failed ? I'd give anything to see my best friend again. I know he doesnt' exist any longer ... it doesn't make me stop longing for him. How is it possible this person he is now truly loved me ... when I mean nothing more than a message now? I guess I did play the fool ... more devoutly than I ever planned. [/color">
Re: I never did answer my question ... snkpack5: Everyone comes into your life for a reason. It may be for a season or a lifetime, but they have a role to play.
You may not have the comfort of knowing know how all this will play into the grand scheme of your destiny, but I'm sure it will somehow. And someday I think we do get the answers.
Re: I never did answer my question ... flowersdirtandgardengirl: Jade, I don't have time to write you the response I want to because the niece and nephew are running amok and the wild rumpus has begun and I gotta go chase after them but girl, I hate to see you down. Really. And I'm sorry that you are right now. I am too. It's weird. It sucks. I want to write more but the kids are grabbing my ankles and it's hard to concentrate. Maybe I can sneak in when they're asleep. Until then, I'm thinking of you and leaving you in the much more capable hands of everyone else. ;)
love,
gg
Re: I never did answer my question ... jadedangel: [color=navy"> Oh ... I'm not much expecting anyone to 'fix me' .. ;) ... But thanks you two ...
I am just talking to myself.... once again. :-\[/color">
Re: I never did answer my question ... smokin: try dayquill! :D ;D :-X
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