diaspora flowersdirtandgardengirl: home again but leaving soon. this place that is so foreign and familiar to me. home again and leaving soon. this place that is so foreign and familiar and fragile to me. home again and i've been gone so long i don't know what home is anymore, it used to be you. home again and i thought this would be us with sandy bottomed kids and golden brown hair. home again and what's happened to me, i am not a doctor i am not a mother i am not a wife i am not a girlfriend. i am home again and leaving soon and i am none of the things i thought i'd be. home again and leaving soon. i've been gone so long i don't know what home is any more, it used to be you. i am home again and i don't know what home is anymore.
i don't know what home is anymore, it used to be you.
Re: diaspora Irony:
gg..
YOU are home and home is YOU..
decorate it with your dreams!
Re: diaspora flowersdirtandgardengirl: Irony,
If I decorated it with my dreams NO ONE would EVER come visit me.
;D
Re: diaspora Irony:
at the risk of being too serious here...
You've shown such a warm sensitive side that I think you rhouse would be overflowing with friends.
just be YOU and you will be fine..
I know I know.. hsrd to know who you are at this point..
be
do
have
be the person you want to become
do the things that person would be doing
have what you want!
see how easy it is?
(take my advice, I don't need it)
Re: diaspora flowersdirtandgardengirl: So, what you're saying is....Don't decorate your house with pornography...Do decorate it with Martha Stewart and they will come?
Ok, ok, ok, I'll be serious. Or, at least try.
I know, I know, I know. It's never as easy to do as it is to say. "Just let it all go and everything else will follow". The only way I think I could just let it all go in one easy motion would be to sign up for a frontal lobotomy. The alternative is to take in the a$$ :o---I mean, in increments--- hold on and hope for the best.
Until then, I'm totally NOT decorating my house with my dreams, you think people want to actually see that sh*t? :o
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