Re: What the H@#)(*$& 4sarah: Good point Reck I do know exactly what he is. I shouldn't believe anything that comes out of his mouth because it is all a lie.
Re: What the H@#)(*$& 4sarah: Doseyclwn,
When are you available?? I would love to see that. I wish I had some agression I haven't even gotten mad about the whole thing yet. I'm waiting.
Re: What the H@#)(*$& reck: [quote author=4sarah link=topic=25066.msg237206#msg237206 date=1139030053">
I wish I had some agression I haven't even gotten mad about the whole thing yet. I'm waiting.
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You havnt gone through an anger after 16 months ? i thought i was slow when it wacked me after 2months, when we moved into seperate houses.
I really dont think its right you havent and i think not experiencing this stage will hinder your recovery....and you havnt have you or you wouldnt be here :)
You say you still love him....and i myself still love and miss the woman i was with for 27 years.
But the difference between you and me, i think, is i know that the woman i admired is dead and gone....so anything i still feel for her will not influence how i feel and deal with the monster that inhabits her shell know.
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[quote author=4sarah link=topic=25066.msg237206#msg237206 date=1139030053">
I wish I had some agression I haven't even gotten mad about the whole thing yet. I'm waiting.
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...But the difference between you and me, i think, is i know that the woman i admired is dead and gone....so anything i still feel for her will not influence how i feel and deal with the monster that inhabits her shell know.
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Reck... I love your words here. It took me a long time to reach this point. I don't think the love will ever fade completely, but the Monster that inhabits her shell will never be desired by me ever again.
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Re: What the H@#)(*$& reck: It was the conclusion i had to reach to go on...i spent 6 months trying to get over her and it didnt matter what she did...and she did some horrific stuff, i just couldnt associate it with the woman i loved..it was like two woman dominated my thoughts....27 years was just to long.
I was in the bank the other day filling out a form for a creditcard and i so wanted to write down....widower ;D
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