Re: my druken vent brokenbaby: AW2 you are wonderful!! Small towns suck for meeting people ;)
(hugs)
Glad you are feeling better today. And it's okay I can't spell when I'm sober LOL
Re: my druken vent alonewith2: Thanks for the hugs Goose and BB. ;D
Re: my druken vent C-Note: All this love going around and so close to Valentines day. <sigh>
Re: my druken vent techick: hey I'll hug you alone!
I am gettin gdurnk myself today...court ya know....anyhoo.....
I dont' get it either! Everyone says how nice i am......hell xbf, lol, this is GOOD, told me that I hd to learn to stnad up for myself. that was when he came back last wk, before he left again....so I am having the tattoo removed from my head, the one that says "idiot, will accpet any treatment".....
went to court today and that's the last screwing I take....don't have the money to fight it so this will stand for now.......$500/mth for three kids.....rofl, yeah I am that stupid, but then he's been gone for over 2 yrs and I haven't gotten anything yet!!! but that's another story, so.....
Yeah I wonder why I don't have someone who loves me, why I am alone in all this shit....you could say that I pick bad people, but I am oposed to finding excuses outside of oneself, you cna't change those things anyway, so I am left with what am "I" doing to get this as a result???
I don't know the answer, not today, I am OFF today and tomorrow I start getting things back online...or I finihs all the things I have started to get back online and I get on with my life.....
will I be happy that I am alone? Hell no! I ain't stupid ya know! But I WILL make the best of it and I won't sit around and wonder WHY, I will just find another use for my time......taht hapy being alone is BS......thouhg I do enjoy some things, I desperately want a partner in all areas of my life, but as that's not meant to be, then.....I will jsut live my life and do the best I cna for my kids and for me....
I don'tknow, I am rambling now.........I can't date, that I know, I turn them down now as I can't even PRETEND to be normal for them, I am totally fucked up......so I guess this is it, for a while, I never give up, lol! So I gots my army toy that will leave at some point in time and we are ok with that and then it's me......still going tomove to the west this summer, so that'll be good.....
I think I stole your thread, not sure anymore.....yep this blows... in big, BIG ways.. I hate being alone, but not as much as I hate being with someone who is not right, who dones't want to be with me or I dont' want to be with them, so this IS MY LIFE, lol........
ok someone get this back on track!!! please!!!!!:)
Re: my druken vent alonewith2: I think you need the hugs more than me, girl!
[size=20pt"> HUGS!!! HUGS!!! AND MORE HUGS!!!