1yr. Anniversary 2DAY- WHO WOULDA THOUGHT? SadEyez: TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN OUR FIRST YEAR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. WHY DO I miss him so much? why does he call me & put me on speakerphone so I can hear him w/other women? Why does it still hurt? does anyone have any any information on getting over a narcissist? Im 22 & feel like life is over. People tell him how beautiful I am all the time. why dont I beleive them? Iwhy do I feel ugly and hate myself? how can he be having such a great time knowing all the horrible things hes done? why hasnt "karma" caught up with him? the pain is unbearable. someone please tell me how im suppossed 2 go on? Im such a loser. :'(
Re: 1yr. Anniversary 2DAY- WHO WOULDA THOUGHT? Graham1675: For one your NOT A LOSER. HE IS.
If your 22 you have a hell of alot of time infront of you to focuse on you.
Im 30 and feel kinda lost right now. I was married for 9 yrs , would have been 10yrs 5 days ago. Karma takes time but it will happen
Re: 1yr. Anniversary 2DAY- WHO WOULDA THOUGHT? SadEyez: after the spearphone incident 2 days ago, i changed my cell number. now i regret it because what if he was going 2 call me? maybe he'll come by our place & apologize for everything he's done. maybe he'll get my new cell number or my house number from my dad. wouldnt that be great? but in my heart i dont think I'll hear from him today. he didnt even try to make things work. he used me. he embarrasses me. he thinks its funny & says he made me miserable but i made his life great. who is this person? what's wrong with me?
Re: 1yr. Anniversary 2DAY- WHO WOULDA THOUGHT? N U M B: SE... I'm only 27, but all of BS started when we made the mistake of getting married at 19. The cheating started around 21-22. Believe me, we all have our moments of being lost and wanting the other person back. It makes me so sad to think of you waiting for him to come home. I keep saying it in all my other posts, but it's the truth... Keep yourself busy, stay strong, and focus on bettering yourself. If/when he comes back, you may not want him anymore. It'll be his loss...
Re: 1yr. Anniversary 2DAY- WHO WOULDA THOUGHT? bleedingheart: SE,
I am 27 years old. You are still young and have a lot of good things to look forward to. You are probably having a difficult time because you feel rejected and humiliated. All the leavees feel that. Your not alone. Hang in there, he'll get what's coming to him in due time. Just be patient and work on yourself. Go do things for yourself and spend time with friends and family. I myself joined kickboxing and walk a lot, it's helped with building my confidence/self-esteem.
Take care,
BH
