last night was bad EssieDotCom: last night i went to bed and went to sleep fine but woke up at 2:30, and just started to think. and the more I thought the more i cried and i just couldnt controll myself. Next thing i know i look at the clock and it's 3:30. then I remembered something someone said to me "if he wants out so bad why hasn't he filed anything....let go and let God, and if he really wants out so bad he will file." which at the time was sort of a sigh bc i had cried out so loudly and long, that my face was beat red and I was praying out to God to please create a pain killer for this kind of pain. Of course most of us wish there were a pain killer for this; but hey a girl can wish! how do you get over having nights and days like this? how do you make yourself stop thinking?
Re: last night was bad CinciChic: [quote author=EQwidowX2B link=topic=25587.msg243052#msg243052 date=1140033067">
how do you get over having nights and days like this? how do you make yourself stop thinking?
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sorry to say, you don't!
There are night I wake up out of a dead sleep and the oonly thing that pops in my head is HIM, I HATE it! but it just happens
Re: last night was bad WHITEFLAG: My wife has already filed. I was arguing with her the prior night to your post and I literally collapsed the next morning when I woke up. Tests show everything is ok. Stressssssss...............
Re: last night was bad EssieDotCom: sorry to hear that whiteflag. I'm scared and confused. What does he want, what do i really want? I miss him a lot :'( *HUGS* to u.
Re: last night was bad Lome: Hey Girl,
Huge hugs! those late night tears just suck...
I pray often that God will ease the pain....
Remember, you deserve to be loved....
EQ, SW, or any other RPG is an "out"...pure fantasy....
He can't love you right now....he is in neverland.....
So, you are going to just have to love yourself....
PM if you EVER need support....
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