I don't know what to do. :( Ezzy: My husband cheated on me, twice.
I am really torn. Do I try to get councilling with him? Or do I realize he's had his second chance and blew it, and it's time to go??
I think I am ready for a clean break. I am doing everything I can to MAKE it a clean break, but then I rethink.
I cannot deny the fact, that living with a person with chronic depression (me) must be very difficult. I have said so to him on occasion. At one of my lowest points I offered him a divorce because I didn't want him to have to deal with it anymore.
He said I was being foolish.
And yet he turns around and starts seeing the woman who lives above us. And she's a welfare case because she's on so many meds she can't work. So, you know, if he's looking for someone to be happy with he's going in the wrong direction.
And it feels like such a fucking failure on my part.
I can't stand that. But it so fits my whole life.
Look I have no one to talk to here. I just can't tell anyone yet because I can't bear the humiliation of it.
Any response would be appreciated.
Thanks.
Ezzy.
Re:I don't know what to do. :( EZ: hi ya Ezzy,
i am so very sorry to hear of your pain.
believe me when i say that it is not your fault not no way or no how your fault for his adultry. as to wether or not to give him a third chance, well thats up to you.
just please do not blame yourself. it not your failure.
Peace and Love Always
ez
Re:I don't know what to do. :( EZ: you could also put his stuff upstairs outside her door. ;)
