Re: sometimes I slip backward - is this normal sadgirlwhyme: Me too, some days are not too bad then other days I cry.
Everyday I go and walk by the place I met him. Today I thought to myself I wish I never met him.
Re: sometimes I slip backward - is this normal BONILLAK: Its very normal. I have been separated for over 5 months now and will be divorced by end of April. I really can't stand what my ex has done to our lives(mine and the 3 kids) and because of this and all the hurt I hate him, I really don't love him anymore. But I do find I have days that I am sad....sad for the times in the past when we happy, sad because the kids lost their family as they knew it, sad because my marriage ended, etc. I at times wonder what must be wrong with me. I mean why wasn't I enough? Why did he get tired of just me after 17 long years? But then I snap out of it, look in the mirror, know I look better now than I probably ever did in life and realize its his loss, not mine! I was a good wife for 17yrs...not perfect but damn good, appreciated him, served him and did good by him to be slapped in the end?? He will soon realize what he lost.
