Nothing left jodygirl: As I sit here again, another day, pondering over my life... I can't take no more... There is nothing left! I have been divorced 2 years and 7 months and every day it's on my mind!! The kids are grown, I go to work come home and dwell on everything. Why cant I get over this????
I have met someone and I am living with them, but I may as well be alone.. I have to pretty much beg him to talk , about anything!! I have never felt so alone in all my life!!
I can't even remember the last time I got a hug from someone..... Ya know the kind that you can FEEL they love you, well shoot, even a plain one, but I miss the ones I could feel... And to be "spooned" till I fall asleep, feeling SAFE and loved, I dont feel loved at all from any direction, no one needs me or wants me... except my job! And I took the day off work!!! What is the point of being with anybody. Does no one see the pain in another person? I never thought people could be so cold, the ones that claimed to ever care..
I remember what it felt like, how do you go from feeling completely loved and safe to nadda and not miss it?
Re: Nothing left Batman: :'(
Hang in there. You WILL get through this.
Re: Nothing left somechick: [color=blue"> I remember what it felt like, how do you go from feeling completely loved and safe to nadda and not miss it?[/color">
That's a great question.......wish I knew the answer.
Re: Nothing left angelina: i am sorry that its taking you so long to get over your divorce marriage have you tried talking to your new man about this ?
Re: Nothing left dre: I think you should mabey try therapy. Alot of couples who arent even married go into therapy. If he is not willing to help your relationship and you are not married then you have every right to leave him. If you made a commitment of marraige to him I wont say leave because some people here will attack that statement. Personally I think a grown person has the right to leave anyone for any reason they please because they do not become each others possessions just because they are married. Just dont go cheating or doing things to hurt him. You have a right to be happy. You wouldnt get a stamp of approval from some people here because alot of them have been left and will want to attack you as if you are the person who left them. Still only you know what you are going through and how he is treating you. My husband beat me and cheated and then started leaving me alone all the time without even telling me he was leaving. I would just walk downstaires and he would be gone. He would give me the affection I needed when he was there but I got so mad I didnt want his affection anymore. I wanted him to go so I threw him out. He is pissed at me now. He cant see how he deserved to be thrown out. I am pissed too at the way I was treated so I dont care how pissed he is. You have a right to be happy, trust yourself.
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