Re: i need to go no contact doseyclwn: John, it really does get easier. If you know that's the right thing to do, just stay your course.
Re: i need to go no contact jonpc1: I second-guess myself constantly about if i'm doing the right thing, but......she is the one that left me. I HATE it that she has done this to me and the kids. Her mom is horrible as well. She tells her all the time she is doing the right thing only because she gets more time with my kids since they are living there most of the time. I just don't feel like I have any other option since she can't be reasoned with now, but to leave her the hell alone and go find someone else to play with....I just wish i was as attracted to ANYBODY else the same way I am to her. Granted, I do feel a little better 6 months into this, but I still hurt and think of her an awful lot during the day....and night.
