tonight I want to cry... Irony: [color=navy"> the roller coaster is back in fulll swing for me today.
It's not even the weekend and I miss you already. That feeling usually doesn't hit me hard until Friday, but it's come early this week.
Today, as I pack up stuff to move to another house without you, I'm struck with the finality of all this.
You quit!
You gave up on us!
How could you just walk away?
You evidently felt that our marriage was going to always be the way it was and that I would never change and that you would never change.
Do you know what?
You hurt me more than I ever thought I could be hurt.. I didn't deserve that and you know it.
Whatever your reasons, they were nothing that couldn't be fixed if only you had wanted to...
...but you gave up.
How could you just walk away?
I'm glad you're happy living in your little house alone.... I'm glad you like your freedom. I'm glad you like so much to be able to spread out in your bed alone.
Like i've said a million times before, I wish you'd have told me that before we got married.
This isn't what you agreed to.
Tonight I'm feeling cheated... cheated out of the dream you sold me... that dream of forever love.. of me being the love of your life... I feel cheated because you said you'd always stand by me and that we would grow old together... well it looks like just another lie.
You lied to me D___..
You out and out lied to me.
How could you just walk away?
I'm not in a good place tonight... I'm usually a lot better than this, and tomorrow I'll probably feel a whole lot better, but..
...tonight I want to cry....
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Re: tonight I want to cry... Seeker: Iron my brother my heart goes out to you, as well as my prayers for you.
Seeker
Re: tonight I want to cry... brokenbaby: Irony,
Have you been wandering around in my head again stealing my thoughts and feelings?
(hugs)
~BB
Re: tonight I want to cry... Irony: seems that happens a lot either you stealing mine or me stealing yours..
let's share. :-\
Re: tonight I want to cry... albatross: Dear Iron man you are telling my story when I read it thats exactly what has happened with me. She has lied to me and I feel like cheated she has also murdered me. What more can I say. Just hang on there for my sake you are not alone.
