Angelfaces btodd: Your life will forever be changed from here on out. I'm sorry for the mess that your father and I created. I'm sorry for not being strong enough to stay. I'm sorry for not being strong enough to leave when I should have. I'm sorry for every little heartache you will have to endure. I'm sorry your father will never be a daddy. I'm sorry you have to deal with this at 2 and 4 years old. I'm sorry you will never have memories of your father and I together. Yet at the same time I'm happy you don't. I'm sorry that I can't make you understand or stop your hearts from breaking. I'm sorry you only have one parent to tuck you in at night. I'm sorry for the little things as well as the big things. Know that I love you and will always be your biggest supporter. Hugs and eskimo kisses
