i am so lonely why do i miss him angelina: its been over a year and the last couple of days i miss him we have been seperated a year i have not seen him he does not stay in contact with his son he was an abuser and he told me that iw ould neverget anywhere in life and i would be alone
and you know what i feel alone i have not many friends i have a good family but i do not like to go on about this because they hate him for what he did to me i seem to be forgeting everything he did to me and think of the good times when will i get over it i guess i was kidding myself when i said i was oevr him he was my frist love and husband and yes i lefthim but he was really bad to me but why do i feel like this i have to bring up my son alone i have no where really to go cause i came back to my own country i guess i always wanted to have that happy family and i never did with him but i thought he would change his family are not in contact with there grandchild nor him and i feel like i am doing everything alone i send photos i know they hate me cause i moved back to my country but they do not reaslise what he was doing to me when the door was closed and hesa charmer the new girlfriend will adore him he treated me great at the begining why did he not treat me right and love me if he was that bothered he would have come over and promised to change but he blamed me for everything said i was bad at everything you know i think i will enevr stop loving him and i can never see myself with someone els how stupid am i
they have a wesite they have a very big bussiness my son is the model on it still i wonder how the grandparents feel after a year i loved is family i know they have not called but i never wanted to take there grandchild away from them they could visit anytime i wrote a letter telling them what there son was doing to me all those years and i do not know if they believe me but they never wrote back i know blood isthicker than water i just hate it that he as everything the house bussiness cars what i bought i got nothing with it being a different country he was so cleaver and i had to start again with the help of my family how can he just move on like nothing happened he abused me then spat me out i thought he would change but he said he did not have a problem
Re: i am so lonely why do i miss him fly: ** hugs **
I know. For me at least knowing that he is in another state helps. But then, we didn't have any children. If we did, my heart would be in a million more pieces.
Re: i am so lonely why do i miss him lapse of reason: You are not stupid. Our heads and our heart rarely agree on anything. You hurt because you love. You hurt because you care. You miss him because he is a part of you.
Just know that slowly but surely it will pass. It has to. I don't believe that our hearts can take unending pain. At some point is closes up and starts to heal. Trust that your heart will give up soon and you will move on.
You are a mother which makes you strong. Rely on that. Find strength in the love of your child.
Know that we are here for you. Stay strong.
Re: i am so lonely why do i miss him toolboy: I'm truley sorry about your pain. Not being able to share your child with his family must be tough on both of you. I'm here for you.
Re: i am so lonely why do i miss him angelina: thanks guys somedays i am ok then next a reck
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