Tired of writing.. 5 Months Tomorrow... Irony: ..and what have I learned?
Iv'e learned that I can live without her but I don't want to ..
I've learned that I am a better man than I was 5 months ago..
I've learned that all those nights you stayed up late watching TV, I should have gotten out of bed and sat with you and asked you what was the matter..
I've learned that I dread going to sleep at night.
I've learned that if I had another chance I could make this marriage work and be so mch more than either of us ever imagined.
I've learned that I'm tired of writing...
Right now I want to hold her and wake up with her wrapped around me like she used to. I want to feel her kisses, see her smile and 'that look' that told me everything was going to be all right. I want to make love with her. I want to hold her when she is sad, laugh with her, cry with her.. have her be the lifemate I thought she would be..
Five months.. not much time in the grand scheme of things..
.. but a lifetime to me lately.
iron man..
Re: Tired of writing.. 5 Months Tomorrow... LostTeacher: 16 months.....feels like one sometimes.
feel some of these things myself.....but wish more that he felt them too.
it gets easier. not always better, but easier.
and 5 months is not long, you will still grieve. could take much longer, so don't get frustrated.
LT
Re: Tired of writing.. 5 Months Tomorrow... JNA: [quote author=iron man (formerly irony) link=topic=27028.msg261052#msg261052 date=1143082744">
..and what have I learned?
Iv'e learned that I can live without her but I don't want to ..
iron man..
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And there is the "adamnament" of it...Isn't it...
Yup Irony
I know...
JNA
Thing is though...She will "never" change
But you can...
Re: Tired of writing.. 5 Months Tomorrow... EssieDotCom: it's been 7 months for me... and i know exactly how you feel.
i feel like one of those junkies (how many months has it been since you had your last hit) lol sorry
