You Hurt Me startingover: The man I loved, gave my life to, and three beautiful children. I literally sacrificed my life having your boys only to be told I am worthless. I would have done anything for you, but you took from me and didn't give in return.
I am an empty shell of the girl I once was, the woman I could have been. I remember I was kind, sweet, caring, and nieve to the world. You took all that and more, and left bitter and angry with the world. I no longer let people in and close to my heart because of you. I don't think those walls will ever come down.
The only thing I can thank you for is the fact I am no longer a doormat.
Re: You Hurt Me startingover: I hate the person I am today. So cold and callous, untrusting and unforgiving.
I've been asked out by some really nice men, a couple of them have the potential to be something good and lasting, but I no longer have anything to give in return. I saw the hurt in R's eyes when I told him no. He genuinely cares for me.
Re: You Hurt Me jadedangel: [quote author=startingover link=topic=27029.msg261069#msg261069 date=1143084770">
I hate the person I am today. So cold and callous, untrusting and unforgiving.
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[color=navy"> Things that are calloused can be softened ...
People who don't trust can find belief again ..
Those who absolutely can't forgive ... learn to forgive ...
Every one of those take time ... that is something you have ... let it take it's course ... as you are already seeing there are many who are going to attempt to change your mind --- your heart will open when it is ready ... No lock is made without a key .. trick is finding the one it is of the million you are given.[/color">
Re: You Hurt Me startingover: All the time in the world won't fix it Jaded.
I am a single parent of special needs kids who is not getting any younger. What man in his right mind would want to take that on?
Re: You Hurt Me fly: [quote author=startingover link=topic=27029.msg261060#msg261060 date=1143083206">
The man I loved, gave my life to, and three beautiful children. I literally sacrificed my life having your boys only to be told I am worthless. I would have done anything for you, but you took from me and didn't give in return.
I am an empty shell of the girl I once was, the woman I could have been. I remember I was kind, sweet, caring, and nieve to the world. You took all that and more, and left bitter and angry with the world. I no longer let people in and close to my heart because of you. I don't think those walls will ever come down.
The only thing I can thank you for is the fact I am no longer a doormat.
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I became the doormat too and gave my heart and soul away. I am reclaiming it back. I don't let people in and only have a small number that i even still let in. But I refuse to give up on the world, I am just taking this time to regroup and learn who I am agian. That may or may not lead me into another relationship, but I know that I will be a strong women that I once was. Try and give yourself time to let the world back in and not just write them all off.
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