Why do i continue my love? Alliance_22: Its been now, 2 weeks and 4 days since you initiated a break ... a break from our 5 years long lasting and loving and trusting relationship... i loved you so much i was so prepared to take you as my wife in the near future.... but why? WHy do you have to have feelings for someone you saw on the Internet game "World of Warcraft"? Is he really that important?? Does he really make you not sleep, eat, or make you feel empty if you dont talk to him?
How can you break up with me after 5 years and go with someone you met on the net? It isnt fair, and 2 nights ago, You called me and suggested a clean break up... I'm a human, do you know how i feel? I've been honest to you, i loved you all these 5 years, started loving you at 17.... Never had i once laid my eyes on another woman, never had i once cheated.... you were so loyal to me too, why this? Why now? Why do you show me this side of you that you hid from me for so long?
Why is that i still want you back? Why is it that i have the urge to call you.. knowing you'll just be talking to that freak from the internet.... I dont know what else to say to you, apart from that somehow, out of the blue, i still love you... and i miss you..... SO MUCH!...
I know we'll never be together again, my world couldn't have been darker.... everyone we knew said that we are the best couple... and i dont deny that.... we'd been the first to get married. But i guess all that has gone.
Have you forgotten the times i waited 8 hours for you and i skipped school so i can see you? Have you forgotten the times that i picked you up from University? Have you forgotten the times when we shared our happiness and love? Have you forgotten the times when went to fares? Do you not realize i love you so much? Can you not feel? Do you even read the letters i wrote you? And the 60 pages emails each day when we first started?
I love you, i dont deny it. But if this has to be done this way, then so be it.
