I really hurt you toolboy: What I regret the most is the pain that I inflicted upon you,
during our mairrage I have abused the trust and bond that we once shared. I have said things to you that I cannot believe even came out of my mouth. I have talked down to you, I have called you names, I've accused you wrongfully. I have physically and mentally abused you. I have lied to you. I torn down your self-esteem and confidence with comments that were awful. The words "I'm Sorry" no longer have any meaning because they have been used so many times. I never set out to hurt you in the beginning, I don't know what changed it all. I blame myself for it. You deserve to be happy and confident. I took all of that from you little by little, day by day.
I would change that if I could, but you know that I won't change. I am what I am, an abusive man. You were happy once, kind, open in your heart, funloving, generous. I took all that and more from you, I just kept taking until I used you up.
Re: I really hurt you angelina: my husband was the same i wish he would have admitted it
Re: I really hurt you SayAnything89: hi, toolboy..
takes a MAN to admit what you just did, i appreciate your strength and courage. my husband could've written that to me. i will be leaving here 4/11/06 after 10.5 years of abuse, ridicule, control, alcoholism, susbstance abuse by/from him. i have nothing left to give...the "i'm sorry's" are fake on his part.
you can change if it's what you want...
thanks for sharing,
SA
Re: I really hurt you toolboy: I'm not feeling like much of a man right now. I feel shame.
Re: I really hurt you fly: I wish my ex would say those things to me. If he did, I probally would be jumping in his arms begging him back. Instead today I got off the phone with him and felt just as little as I always did when I was with him :'(
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