Re: Anyone up? Zipsfb: Don't really know what to do now... I'm so awake, sad, and lonely. I told myself my last demonstration of my love would be to let her be free. I don't think I'll ever get over this
Re: Anyone up? brokenbaby: I've been 3.5 months since my ex left. If I were to see him today I know I wouldn't be okay. I woud want terribly to hold him, kiss him. It is normal. You are still fresh and raw. The best thing I have found is to just not talk to him which hurts like hell. But it hurts more to see him, or talk to him. You are not over reacting or anything like that. It is totally normal.
People who move on like that are not really 'feeling' their emotions. They move on and fill the void somehow. Either that or they moved on before leaving and we are what is left.
I am here. To listen to talk whatever.
(((((((HUGS))))))
Re: Anyone up? Zipsfb: thank you for the hugs....
It was over last july, and we were on and off until december. Since December I haven't really talked to her or seen her, more by her choice. She's a great person, thats why I love her. I don't know if its her I miss or what I had with her. Ugh... make it stop.
Re: Anyone up? brokenbaby: I can totally empathize with you. My stbxh left for the first time over a year ago. We started again. But never really got anywhere and then he left again.
What I miss is what I wanted him to be. His presence. His being in the house. It is hard to differentiate. I know so well.
Now, as tough as it is, is a time for self-reflection. What I mean by this is I still have dreams of my stbxh but he looks like he did when I met him. Not the man who left.
I know how much you want it to stop. I tell my therapist every week. The only way to feel better is through it. Otherwise we are just avoiding and will feel it later.
It is so hard I know. Harder then we ever imagined.
Re: Anyone up? dre: If I saw my stbxh my heart would stop my breath would leave me and my knees would fail..................if I can muster up the strength I will run or hide.
You have alot of strength to still hang out.
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