Not satisfied? cc: I look at my sister and her boyfriend...and they seem so happy and in love...and I wish I could have a relationship like that...and this painful longing makes me wonder...am I not happy with my own boyfriend..???
and if I'm not happy with him...do I tell him??? How do I say it? Will it just make him mad, sad, or insecure???
I want to make me and him work so badly...but here's the thing...I hardly TALK to the guy...once or twice a month I get to see him since he doesn't live near me...I know he's busy with work, and school, and just life itself...but I miss the happiness, I miss jumping on him and laughing, I miss running around, I miss pretend fighting...I feel like I don't even HAVE a boyfriend...I've just commited myself to being with one person...but I don't feel like we're dating at all...basically, we're not...
Re: Not satisfied? EssieDotCom: I've learned from being a military wife that distance is a killer :( But you got to also try to keep up the communication and talk during the time you are apart, Even if it is just an email here or there, or a call once a week, a letter in the mail, a care package to send. (((HUGS)))
Re: Not satisfied? cc: I do send him e-mails...and, unlike the first time we went out, he usually sends a replie when he can...that's the thing though...for a long time, he can't...sometimes it's a couple of weeks...sometimes it's more...but I miss him...
Re: Not satisfied? EssieDotCom: understandable; been there felt that. My husband and i have been seperated for almost 7 months now; somedays it feels like its getting easier and other's it feels like I can't live without him.
