Not this again! Bea: Every time my lawyer calls, I'm not here. Every time I come home to find a message "Bea, call your lawyer. Urgent!" my spirits go down. I hate it, I hate it. Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing by stopping the divorce process, supposedly looking for some justice to be done. Is it really worth it? Feeling like crap sure isn't.
Can't call now, will have to wait until tomorrow. I wonder what my wonderful STBX is up to now.
Ugh.
Re: Not this again! brokenbaby: Bea, big hugs girl...
I am so sorry. I hope your stbx isnt up to no good. Maybe he got hit by a bus and you get everything. ;)
Re: Not this again! Bea: Well, looks like the STBX is up to nothing FOR NOW. But since he's in South America and I'm in Canada, we don't get to meet with a mediator before going to court (I cannot believe I'm actually going to court, ugh!). I have to run to the lawyer's now to sign a "demande de dispense" (I have no idea of what that is in English!), so we're not obliged to meet with the mediator... Yadda, yadda, yadda...
This is all my doing, I'm the one looking for justice, might as well be patience, but I really want this to be over soon. I don't need this kind of thing, especially during finals... Nuh huh!
I just wonder who's the dependent person here, who's the good for nothing. Bea, who's doing what she has to do and being brave, all by herself. Or him, the one who ran away to avoid his responsibilities and who hides under his mommy's skirt every time he has to deal with the law.
As much as I hate this, I feel proud of myself because I didn't give up.
