I lost everything....again eeyore0512: My dearest K
It's been almost 6 months since you've destroyed everything I tried so hard to keep. I loved you more than words could even possibly convey. Six months ago you left me a letter saying you didn't love me anymore. Six months ago, I found out you found someone new. You knew you were all I had. You said I was a strong person....but how can I be strong when I lost the only thing that gave me strength? I've cried everyday since the day you kicked me out. You said I can survive this because I've already been through so much. You know every sordid thing that I have been through. I'm tired of surviving. I've lost everything...not just once, but this makes four. This is the fourth time that I've lost everything that was dear to me. I'm done. You've won. I'll give you your freedom so you can be happy, but it will cost me my own. I've given up. I will no longer dream of happiness, security, and most of all love. You've shown me they don't exist.
Good bye my love
A
