One year later flyaway: Dear Sir,
I'm not sure why I want to write this, except that I feel these thoughts, emotions, words fighting each other inside me, and I have to liberate them somehow.
What we had was good, was fantastic, really. It made me happy, sad, excited, and scared all at the same time. You really were something else, you know that? Putting up with the full spectrum of emotions that comes with being a close confidante of the butta fly.
I know the dreams and the plans were meant to be fun, and I'm ok with that.....but my heart just squeezes just that little bit more to think that again...those dreams that I held closest to my heart will be denied me.
One year later.
I guess I have come to realize that I am ok. I may be limping, may be somewhat scarred. But I am ok. You have not taken the very essence of me. I am a strong, confident woman. A good mother, and an affectionate daughter. I am everything that you made me feel guilty about during our relationship....and you know what? I am happy in this place.
I am me....and anyone who wants a part of me will just have to deal with what comes with having a part of me.
I have had encounters with various men this past year. Some were good, some were very good ;) and all of them were more manly than you could ever hope to be.
One year later.
I am still standing. You cannot take my joy away from me. You cannot take my life, that I have been building since you walked out. You no longer have the power.
Thanks to all my friends here on OJar for being there when I needed you. In whatever capacity I needed you! Please don't hesitate to ask, if you need a friend!
love,
fly girl
Re: One year later Bea: Way to go!!! Better and stronger.
I never hesitate when I need a friend, never hesitate when I need to talk to you. Thanks for being there for me as well, Flygirl!
Re: One year later superwife: Ditto (to mine)...I couldn't have said it better myself
Re: One year later brokenbaby: Woohoo!
One year later, stronger better and kicking ass!
;) :D
Re: One year later PickingUpThePieces: Good for you fly. ;D
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