I'm a heartless bitch... yella: Yup! That pretty much sums it all up.
I've gotten to the point now where I don't give a shit about much of anything, or anyone really. I try, but it's just not there. I simply don't care.
All of my old friends; I don't want. I don't really care about any of them, or the opinions they have and insist on sharing, and the more they bitch at me, the less I care about how they feel.
Everything around me reminds me of times I want to erase... all of it. I'm done with the life I once had and the people that were in it. I hate the fact that I'm still at this place and I'm sick of having to take other people's considerations and feelings in mind. I honestly don't care.
How the hell did this happen to me anyway? How did I get to this point?
I used to care about everything and everyone. It bothered me horribly when someone was upset with me, but now, I could care less and the more I piss people off the better I feel.
My soon to be ex friend Lisa, I want to pulverize. Really, I can't stand her or who she is. I'm so sick of her thoughts, her feelings, her opinions, and her words. "I'm here for you, you can talk to me." Yeah, then I talk to her and she f*cking tells me what I have to do, and what I'm doing wrong. You know what? I don't care about what I have to do!!! That's not why I wanted to talk to her, if I wanted to hear what I have to do, I'd go see a professional for advice!!!!!
The other night I didn't pay a whole lot of attention to her, so when she leaves, she gives me this angry and disapproving glare as she walks by me. So I just smiled and waved good-bye. She's pissed because I wasn't up her ass the whole f*cking night! Her sister did the same thing, but she spent most of the night trying to get into my 2 cousins' pants. So, who the f*ck cares!? NOT ME!
"Your friends are the most important part of your life, you should conserve those relationships." Yeah, ok! WHATEVA!
Conserve this! >:( *sticks up her middle finger*
Re: I'm a heartless bitch... gulfcoast: phukm
Re: I'm a heartless bitch... alonewith2: The only opinions that matter are your own and your children's....be true to yourself and them, and that's all you need!
Love ya, girl! :-*
Re: I'm a heartless bitch... sheeps: There is someone who will listen. Someone who cares and knows everything you feel. And when you share, truly share, your fears, thoughts, angers, and emotions with Him, you will not "told what to do" or judged.
But He will take your burden; in fact He already has. You need to allow him to bear it for you.
The more you look upward instead of outward or inward, the easier it will become.
These are my beliefs, and they may not be yours, so please do not be offended.
-R
Re: I'm a heartless bitch... Goddess: Smiley girl.. you are far from a heartless bitch.. you are just not letting people walk all over you anymore. That comes with change and evolution and growth. Those that want to see you move forward and be happy will move with you..Those that want you to stay stuck and helpless will have a hissy fit when you change into someone they dont recognize.. As Gulfcoast said.. phukem..
Do what you need to do to make YOU and YOUR kids happy.. and those that want to come along for the ride are the lucky ones. ;)
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