Re: I'm a heartless bitch... LostTeacher: some days just suck more than others.
so days, you feel like a bitch. some days, you feel like crying 24/7. some days, you just want to be hugged by everyone.
the most important thing here is that you see that you have to take care of yourself. sometimes we see things differently when we are not happy period. and some of that happiness comes from within ourselves.
you don't deserve to not have friends, and you have every right to be upset. but don't be so hard on yourself.
LT
Re: I'm a heartless bitch... yella: Sheeps - I'm not offended by your post. How could I be? I do pray, and a prayer that I didn't even know I made was answered, but everything else has fallen to the way side.
I haven't spoken to them since Friday night, and I have no plans to. In fact other than GS, Goose, and smasher, I haven't really spoken to anyone. It's been a quiet weekend.
On the upside, last night we were all sitting on my couch watching Foster's, and smasher had his arm around me, and was tapping D on the shoulder. So D asked me if it was me, and I said no, then asked if it was smasher, and I said no, then he asked me why I said no, and I said because I felt like it. Well, this went on over and over again for about 15 to 20 minutes. Kind of like a scene in Rainman... LOL! After a little while smasher cracked up and comes out with "Who's on first?" The funny this is that I didn't even realize that D and I kept going through that routine. ::)
It happened again when D asked for a snack. He asked, "Can I have a snack?" I said "No". Then he asked again, I said no, and over and over until all you heard was him saying "snack" and me saying "no." Again a "Who's on first" deal. At least we were laughng, which is what smasher and I needed most at that point.
See? I'd much rather have nights like that, than have people who don't know what they're talking about telling me how to run my life.
So, why talk to them? There's no point right now.
Re: I'm a heartless bitch... sheeps: Smiley,
I'm glad to learn you were not offended; many can be. But all prayers are heard and answered: not now, no, granted.
-R
