Why am I mad??? vanillasky: So I had to see Matt today because our son had a baseball game. My life is so much better without him in it and I know this is for the best....so why am I still mad? Why can't I let go all of the stuff he has done and just be happy to be free of the chaos. I want to not care about what (or who) he is doing. I want to focus on me and the boys and making things better. I don't want anymore thoughts or energy fcused on him and what he is doing!
Re: Why am I mad??? LostTeacher: oh.......so ditto for me.
i want to get to the point where i am not constantly on the lookout for him and his woman....or where i am not thinking about where they are, or what they are doing. it takes everything for me not to call him, or email him, or drive by his house.
but i don't. and it's hard.
it will happen. just takes time. although i am quite through with waiting, i just want to be at that point now!
LT
