WTF is wrong with me? brokenbaby: Why can't I be happy?! I have a good paying job at a company that works for sustainability in countries like Guatemala and Indonesia. I go back to school on Saturday. I have my family. I have some really good friends. I have a home and my pets and ...
I am still miserable. I miss my husband. I miss a man who I don't even know anymore. I haven't caught but a glimpse of him since Feb. 21.
Why can't I just be happy?
Re: WTF is wrong with me? sudboy: [quote author=brokenbaby link=topic=28090.msg273048#msg273048 date=1145841455">
Why can't I be happy?! I have a good paying job at a company that works for sustainability in countries like Guatemala and Indonesia. I go back to school on Saturday. I have my family. I have some really good friends. I have a home and my pets and ...
I am still miserable. I miss my husband. I miss a man who I don't even know anymore. I haven't caught but a glimpse of him since Feb. 21.
Why can't I just be happy?
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I get down like this too. But I am blessd too -- I have a my son half time, a good job, my house, and friends.
Getting divorced sucks, doesn't it? It's a real downer sometimes. You just have to count your blessings and think about how fortunate you are to have what you do.
Suds
Re: WTF is wrong with me? yella: Honey - We all have these days. I had one yesterday.
It's all part of the process of change that we're all going through, and even though we hate it, it's a reminder of where we need to go. A step n the right direction... even through the bad days.
Do I have to start my pick 'em up posts again? ;)
Re: WTF is wrong with me? LostTeacher: girl....i totally feel the same way. i am not the same person my ex once knew, he is the same. have not seen him since feb, have not spoken directly since september. which honestly is a record for me.
so why is i want to talk to him so badly?
because he contacted me last week? because i know he was thinking about me? because i miss that contact.
i should be happy too. i have a good job, i am going to start looking for a house. i have a great family, wonderful friends, a busy life.
so why am i sad too?!?!
i wonder all the time why i can't just be happy.
i think part of it is that i just won't let go. as much as i would never let this be known to my friends and family, there is probaby a little subconscious part of me that wishes that he would come back. that knows that if he would come back to me, tell me he's sorry, that's he's made the biggest mistake of his life, i would take him back. i think about it, i dream about it. and only when i am able to let that go.....to stop holding on to what is not there.....
only then will i be completely happy.
LT
Re: WTF is wrong with me? IlliniGirl: Honey~
This too shall pass. You and I have talked at great lengths about this. Everything will be okay. It takes time, and I know it feels like you keep falling backward, but I assure you, you aren't.
I'm always here for you when you need me!
LOVE YOU!
