1 year after divorce and I am dying again My_farm: short story(long story is in archives).
Almost 1 year ago I got a surprise divorce(her choice). I was her 3rd.
I stopped all contact many times, but she continued. We were divorced
and I started personal counseling and a divorce recovery group.
She kept contacting and started coming around. I thought that everyone is entitled to a mistake and second chance so I let her continue. Months later she came home for 4 weeks and left again. I cut contact, but the 'pull' for both of us was so strong that we started contact again. Our core values are all there, she just has toooooo much baggage. I am now trying REAL hard to stop contact cold turkey. This SUCKS. I was out of the divorce pit and now I am back in the bottom and trying to find the strengh to climb out again. Failure is not an option so I will climb out. Before and during the divorce I was such a strong person. I will be strong again, but being alone just sucks.
Thanks
Mike
PS. no I did not proof read this rant.
