A random rant. kev: Ok. i had a fuc*ing epiphany. Or maybe i should say, i accepted what everyone around me was saying.
F- her. f her and the ground she walks on.
I had a particularly bad week this week, i can't understand it or even fricking explain it. Been separated since 8/05, divorced since 3/06, and wouldn't you f'ing know it....last week was one of the worst weeks i have had.
I was over her, i was over her cheating, three fukking times ( found out after the break up), i felt i was so over the bizatch.
so i sleep with a woman this week, had a great time with her (besides the sleeping together), and since then...freaking teary eyed and hating myself.
and i have no reason to!!!
I have (i thought) got past my lying, cheating, stupid, did i mention lying and cheating, ex wife...
and then this bull$hit.
and i dont want anything to do with her, relationship wise. friends, well hell, cant really even do that anymore.
crap guys, i am just ranting and venting tonight...
i just want my life to get to normal...just want to go to sleep and wake up and have all of this bullsh##t to be done with....
Re: A random rant. Mist: *big hugs from the left coast*
I don't know how else to help. Other then to tell you to let it out. Its healthy.
