Re: tired of pretending
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Re: tired of pretending DaveInPhilly: [quote author=twine link=topic=28621.msg280385#msg280385 date=1147549571">
Daveinphilly, sounds like you really need to tell us your story to get it off your chest. We are here to listen and give u our 2 cents. Anytime you are ready so are we.
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Thanks  :) I have now posted it in the "Breakup Story" board... it did kind of veer into venting/ranting at points but I thought it was better in there.

Dave
Re: tired of pretending wendieann: [quote author=moksha link=topic=28621.msg278462#msg278462 date=1147195581">
Every time I go anywhere I feel like everyone prefaces my arrival with "here comes the single mom with 3 kids she's going through a bad divorce let's put our happy faces on." 
Moksha
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I feel that way to, except it is, "4 kids"... What I also feel is people think in their heads, "why would she have more children? She should of been smart enough"  ::)

I wanted 2 more children to RAISE with someone...with my husband. My 2 older childrens father died in a car accident when they were 1 and 2, so I never RAISED my children with anyone. No one to say, "ahhh, look at that he is walking, or talking...etc.etc."  :(

Now, I am doing it all over again... This time I started off with a 6 week old baby and a 1 yr old!  :'(

I also was hoping my teens would now what it was like to have a "father figure" in their lives only to have him leave...  :(

Sigh...Lonely is the road I travel again.  :'(



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