Standing knee deep in a river...... WhiskeyGirl: They roll by just like water & I guess we never learn, go through life parched and empty standing knee deep in a river, dying of thirst.
I think this is more of a vent than anything.....but I can't get this song out of my head.....and its because its so fucking true for me right now :-\
I'm not "alone" anymore.....so why the hell do I feel so lonely?
Why is it that having someone makes me feel more "alone" than ever?
What is wrong with me? How many times am I gonna ask myself that question?
I do *want* a relationship...I really do. But it seems like everytime I start one.....something is missing. *Something* I only wish I knew what it was :-\
Ugh....I can't even get this out without sounding insane :-[
I was less "lonely" when I was alone......
I have a great guy....I can see him sleeping from where I'm sitting right now.....I'm standing knee deep in a river.....and I'm dying of thirst....
Yeah....I have issues ::)
Does anyone have ANY idea what I'm talking about ???
Re: Standing knee deep in a river...... Mooneyes: I think i understand. and I think it takes time for our bodies to be able to absorb the water again. We learned to be resistant really so we wouldn't drown. And then when life is different, it is hard to trust and hard to immerse oneself.
Anyway it just takes time Whiskey. Well at least that's what I'm telling myself.
Re: Standing knee deep in a river...... BobFromAcctg: My guess is you felt less lonely when you were alone because there were no expectations of a relationship. NOw that someone has come alone, you start to think and analyize if this guy is going to be "the one". therefore, the pressure of that might make you feel less lonely.
I have no idea - just something to think about.
Sorry about that. having someone around is supposed to be calming and comforting.
Hope you get it figured out!
Re: Standing knee deep in a river...... freovir: [quote"> Does anyone have ANY idea what I'm talking about [/quote">
don't understand, but if you wade over here maybe we can figure it out together. :-\ damn, this water is cold and rising.
Re: Standing knee deep in a river...... corkscrew: I know exactly what you mean. I think that statement summarizes my first marriage. Someone can be sitting inches away on the sofa, but simultaneously miles away. And it feels lonelier than if they weren't there at all. . .
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