i call on my gaurdian angel broken_saint: if you are listening, i beg you, PLEASE help me.
if she is to never speak to me again, take away this pain.
if she and i were just not meant for each other, take away this pain.
if there is no hope for us as friends, take away this pain.
i just wish for once that when it hurts, that it doesn't hurt so badly.
why have you taken her from me. what did i ever do to her or to you to deserve this. i begged you everyday to make it stop but you aren't listening. this is by far the worst feeling i've ever felt and i want it to end. PLEASE.... if you can not help me with this one wish, then i wish for the strength that i need to get by. please i beg you. make it stop hurting. you chose the wrong person. i loved her so much and my future with her is destroyed. i'm destroyed. ARE YOU LISTENING!? please please please please please please ... just this once. please help me. i don't think i can take it anymore. IT HURTS SO MUCH! DO YOU HEAR ME!?
