Falling apart Ezzy: I am at that point in the destruction of a marriage where all I can think about is what I did wrong.
It doesn't help that I have chronic depression that has ruled my miserable life for longer than I care to remember.
He has put up with a lot.
All I can do is sit here and beat up on myself.
I have no one to call or talk to.
I am falling apart.
I am so alone.
This is only the most recent in what feels like a long line of personal disasters.
I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through this one.
Re:Falling apart Hopesprings: Ezzy, you are not alone. There are people who care. I suggest you get out the telephone directory right now and start making some calls. Find out about therapy. Find out about support groups. And act on it. You need to talk to people and not just on here. Hang in there. It will get better.
