I hate this
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I hate this just_me_detroit: I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hurt so bad
and nobody cares
Re: I hate this Melbel: Not true we care...we all feel or have felt the way you are feeling.  Let us help you!!


Re: I hate this freovir: you'll be surprised how many people here will care if you stick around.

you've found a good place.  welcome.

--fre
Re: I hate this Melbel: Yes, fre is right.  You are at a great place!  Just let yourself be honest and let it all out. 
Re: I hate this just_me_detroit: "I am hurting so bad. My wife just doesn't care.

I'm not sure what do anymore. I know no one will ever read this.
I guess I just need to vent.

My wife of 7 years is a lesbian. At least she thinks she is.
She is killing our marraige, because she wants to single and wild.
She is so cold to me. She won't even look at me anymore. I think she still cares for me deep down, but is protecting herself with coldness.

I am devasted. She is and was everything to me. I have nobody else. She doesn't care.

My kids are 2 and 4. They love their mom with everything they have. They love me.
They love the time we spend together. They don't love me they way they love their mom.

She has been spending a lot of time with Sussane. Sussane is 10 years older, single, and lesbian. Sussane is going through a bit a mid life crises. She is turning 40 and is single, doesn't own a house, and has no kids.

Hmmm... if my wife drops me and picks her up then Sussane can have my house, my kids, and my wife. Everybody is happy but me.

I hate life right now. I hate everything happening. I am powerless to stop it. So I'm crying for the life that I am going to lose. NOBODY CARES!!!!!! "

I wrote this in my blog earlier tonight. I appreciate the words above. I am sure in your way you guys care. What is really hurting me is I have nobody to talk to face to face. There is nobody close that cares. I started a blog tonight and wrote here. I feel a little better. My tears have stopped for now.

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